Summer Pleasures

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 Just a quick drop-in, for anyone wondering, to say I'm doing very well! Mild side effects are lingering, but nothing that gets in the way of me enjoying summer, aside from our seemingly constant rainfall. I'm walking the lakes, or something similar, most every day, and feeling good. Yes, I'm here to attest, there is life after surgeries, chemotherapy, radiation, and everything else my oncologist has thrown and keeps throwing at me. Many thanks to all of you who have been carrying me through and continue to check in on me. Happy to say that I'm still standing, walking, and even smiling! :)




In Sunny Interlude,

Julie



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